death of a friend

just received call tha my old SMS friend died today at 4.00 pm.

It was both sad and a rude awakening. She suffer from internal complications and has been in-and-out of the hospital for the past year. Sad because I lost a good friend, I visit her sometimes last year. Rude awakening to know that yau can die at this age.

I begin to ponder whetehr I am prepared, both spiritually and mentally. A lot I haven't achieve yet.